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i think myself very funny. i want to hate boys. i don't want to be friends with boys. can or not? before this,i try to hate boys. now i also hate boys. but no need to try. i more hate boys when i remember the time how a boy treat me. i hate boys. all boys are the same. they will not treat girls good. so i have t do the same thing to boys. hate them! this is the only way i can do to them. but now i have two friends in the boys i recognise. one really treat me very good. but i still don't know how can i forget the things that have happened. i still hate boys. although they are my friends,i also don't ever treat them good. one of them help me many times. but i don't even help him once. i feel so sorry to him. so i think i cannot ask him to help me next time. i still hate boys. it is the fact. and it is also a fact that cannot be changed.

hate...

i don't know how to not to hate a person.especially boys. i really hate boys. that is what happened in my primary school. when i was a primary one girl and also primary four girl. two boys do something that i cannot forget. i don't know how can i forget it. really really very difficult. wish to know? i don't know want to tell who. i don't know i have friend who can hear me talk these things or not. i don't know that i have real friend or not. all i don't know.

prize presentation day

today is opur school prize presentation day, i very boring when the prize presentation is moving on.luckily min yi sit beside me. we talk many bad mouth of mr ooi when he is giving his one hour speech. then when i perform,i tremble.i finished the perform in a nervous condition. i know my performance is very lousy.the lousiest in that perform compare to others. then i get a certificate from mr ooi.i and min yi don't want to get the certificate at all. i also know that min yi want to burn the certificate.but i don't know she really will do so and also when. today very boring.