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i think myself very funny. i want to hate boys. i don't want to be friends with boys. can or not? before this,i try to hate boys. now i also hate boys. but no need to try. i more hate boys when i remember the time how a boy treat me. i hate boys. all boys are the same. they will not treat girls good. so i have t do the same thing to boys. hate them! this is the only way i can do to them. but now i have two friends in the boys i recognise. one really treat me very good. but i still don't know how can i forget the things that have happened. i still hate boys. although they are my friends,i also don't ever treat them good. one of them help me many times. but i don't even help him once. i feel so sorry to him. so i think i cannot ask him to help me next time. i still hate boys. it is the fact. and it is also a fact that cannot be changed.

hate...

i don't know how to not to hate a person.especially boys. i really hate boys. that is what happened in my primary school. when i was a primary one girl and also primary four girl. two boys do something that i cannot forget. i don't know how can i forget it. really really very difficult. wish to know? i don't know want to tell who. i don't know i have friend who can hear me talk these things or not. i don't know that i have real friend or not. all i don't know.

prize presentation day

today is opur school prize presentation day, i very boring when the prize presentation is moving on.luckily min yi sit beside me. we talk many bad mouth of mr ooi when he is giving his one hour speech. then when i perform,i tremble.i finished the perform in a nervous condition. i know my performance is very lousy.the lousiest in that perform compare to others. then i get a certificate from mr ooi.i and min yi don't want to get the certificate at all. i also know that min yi want to burn the certificate.but i don't know she really will do so and also when. today very boring.

what can i do?nothing!i think my holiday really meaningless!always nothing to do! in the school,i know that i will see people that i don't wish to see!and in during the schoolday,i also have many homework!but i think my schoolday is more meaningful than my holiday!holiday is for us to do some revision!holiday isalso for us to rest!but i think holiday become busier might be better! really boring!nobody chat with me!i have no friends!sure!i have some friends!not no friends at all!but i have nothing to chat with my friends!maybe some friends have something to chat!example min yi,my best friend,kah min,my good friend!but they have no time!min yi always go out or want to watch televisyen programme!kah min cannot chat with friends on the phone!so,nobody can chat with me!although some of my messenger contact alwatys online,but we really nothing to chat!can't find anything to chat! although very boring,i also don't want to go for tuition!it is better to stay at home than go to tuition!that is because that tuition really extremely boring!i always nearly fall asleep!friends!can you please help me to find something that i can do during my boring holiday?i really will die if my life like this always!although one week i also cannot bear anymore!really almost die!nothing for me to do!no music that i can hear!nothing to do!friend!do you have any suggestion?come!please tell me!i will always welcome you!if you want me to help you,i think that is most welcome!because i am really too boring!boring until i feel that my life are meaningless!boring until i nearly die!i think almost already!

oh!!!!boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now is one week holiday!!my school homework is nearly done!!the storybooks that i borrow from my classmate have read finished!!so now i can only read story online!!if i don't read story online,i have to find out the books that i haven't yet read!!oh!!!my house is too messy!!so, i won't go and find!!i will just online and read story!! i want to go out with my friend!!but i know that that is impossible!!!i didn't go out with friends before!!!i just like to read storybooks,playing piano and go out with my friends!!!!i don't like to go out with my family because that is too boring!they will only find their things and i can only stand there like an idiot person!! if ask me go out with my family,it is better that i stay at home!!if i go out with my family,they will ask me to carry the basket or push the trolley!!so pityful!!some others went to cinema before!!but not me!!i and my sisters didn't went there before!!! so boring!!!i hope my holiday can be not so bore!!i also hope that this holiday will over as soon as possible!!i want go back to school!!i want chat with my friends although i have only a few friends who want to chat with me!!!

what the ......!!so angry!!what he say is really make me extremely annoyed!!how can he say like this?how can i not angry? i,cannot play jokes!!sometimes,i can still bear a little jokes!but not this!this is a very seriuos talk!this is also a very sensitive topic!i really can't understand why you still can take it as a joke!! maybe you can!i don't know!but i just know that i can't!i can't do that!!i can't bear it!i don't like jokes!it ,makes me feel worse than somebody hit or beat me!! please!!please don't play jokes with me!i really can't bear it!!i really hate jokes!!

extremely boring!this is what i just can say about the mooncake festival for this year!although we have celebrate the moooncake festival fo this year,although my aunt and my grandmother have come to our house to celebrate the mooncake festival,i still feel absolutely boring!that is because here is only my family and my aunt and my grandmother! my friend have invited me to her or his house but i cannot make it!there is some reason!first,i cannot make it because her or his house is really very far from my house!next is my mother is really busy so cannot send me there! ai......so pity!the brother say very interesting when he chat with me but just once through message!so pity that i cannot make it!but i hope there are next time that i can go there!